:'(

im know u are madding since i did the same this as u but u feel that it is unfair at all.

i know i got the responsible to apologize or even do something to make u happy.

but i juz wan to mention one thing. i dun really like u to go out wif guys alone is becoz i worrying about u all the time. and everytime u will lost at the half way. and i cant even contact u !

this could really makes me freaking worry at the same time.

Did u worring about me also ?

did you ?

20/6

today i saw something
>heart broken
>heart pain
>hell shit
>fucking ass hole
>jibai

STUFF!!

20/05

today im getting into a moody mood..

i really dunno why should i suffer like that?

was it so hard to stay in public wif u ?

i really dun understand wat u thinking about..

i really need a reson to cover the question mark in my heart..

i started unlike situation like that..

i hope we can settle this down as soon as possible..

END.

sorry that i love u~

For all of the time that I tried for your smile

For making you think I was worth the while

So your love love love love love would be mine

For sending you flowers and holding your hand

that no one was there to take a stand

but the love love love made us blind

and I'm so sorry that I hurt you

sorry that I fell through

sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that I came true

but sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it alright

so sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I needed you

sorry that I loved you

sorry that I held you tight

and I'm sorry for making you love me and saying goodbye

for being the one that taught you how to cry

It was love love love and it passed us by

for giving you every thing that you dreamed

for taking it back when i fled the scene

sorry love for wasting your time

and I'm so sorry that I hurt you

sorry that I fell through

sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that I came true

but sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it right

so sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I needed you

sorry that I loved you

sorry that I held you tight

an apology now after all of this time

won't make any difference tonight

but I'm hoping I'm sorry will open your mind

to love love love in your life

sorry that i hurt you

sorry that I fell through

sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that I came true

but sorry doesn't turn back time

For all that I have done to you

I wish that I could make it right

sorry that i hurt you

sorry that I fell through

sorry I was falling in love with you

I'm sorry that I came true

but sorry doesn't turn back time

I'm sorry that I loved you

Sorry that I hurt you

I'm so sorry that I loved you

i'm so sorry that I hurt you

Sorry that I loved you !

oops.. another new year has came !

yesterday night.. i am going to to celebrate with my friend

and also my GF as well..

at 7 half, we went to Desa Park City to eat our dinner.

when i reached there ! i cant imagine how many car was there !

i cant even get a parking ! ><"

so we round at the same place for many times..

and lastly we decided park at somewhere which is quite FAR !!

we need to walk there for 10 min..

after that, we had chosen secret recipe as our dinner !

so wat we did is, we get in there.

the we get a place to sit.

and we ORDER !!

when we order, wat the waiter tell us is :

tonight we only left cakes and drinks..

my face changed immediately at the same time..

Wat the Fuck.. such a big franchise also dun hv enough food to supply?

Guess Wat? we still staying at there and eat our dinner at there also.

deserts are our's dinner !

4 cakes + 3 drinks= RM 60.

around 10.30++. we left that place b4 it's too jam.

actually there got a function which is countdown event.

one of my friend joined. and i heard he said when that time he is going back.

he jammed for 2++ hours !!

luckily i went back earlier..

haha.

after that we went a another friends house at venice hill.

that place killed my spirit to find it !!

is damn hard to find that place !!

but lastly i reach there also..

^^

venice hill is placed in the middle hill.

is quite high class..

but when we reach there !

there are no one beside the guards.

OMG.. and some cold wind blowing..

quite scary !!

however, we sit at ther house until 1am..

then i hv to sent everyone home..

Lastly, i hv to thk to my dear for celebrating this new year with me !

I love u my dear..

MUACKX <3

Jon & Evercy~

TBC...