brand new day~

today i feel brand new.. dun hv any bad things happen...

coz b4 this for me.. many bad thing had just appear in front of me..

so hard to face all of it.. but now everthing is going fine..

no nid to worry anymore..

so today for me is juz a brand new day..

dun think too much..

kip normal..

n stay hapi..

that's wat i wan ^^

moody~

this morning, when i saw the msg my dear sent to me.. i really shocked.. erm.. she told me that her eyes sudden "bengkak".. i also dunno y?? worry about her for her whole day.. in the afternoon. she juz go farmacy to get some medic juz like eyemore... but i think is useless.. so i force her rush to the doctor.. but her mom not at home.. her father bz doing his own work.. n me.. juz keep up my hand n wat can i do is juz call her n ask her: how was u now ?? that oni thing i can do.. m i a useless bf?? i got license but no car for me to use.. i really hope i can take her to clinic that time.. but i really cant do anything.. WTH..

N 1 thing.. wat i do wrong for today is i din accomp her much in this day.. i got my homework.. n others thing to do.. i cant stay beside her when she nid me.. fuck off..i hope this world is not juz 24 hours per day.. i think 48 hours is better for me.. like that i can spent much time for her.. make her hapi.. care about her.. but it juz a dream n it will never comes true.. everything is suck.. wat can i blame is?? im useless BF..

DeaR :

sorry...

sorry...

sorry...

sorry...

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sorry...sorry...

sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry...

08/10.... "2 months lol".^^

today morning i wake up wif a hapi mod.. i hv date wif my dear today.. coz today is the day that v stay for 2 month... quite excited ^^ hehe..
erm... about 12.30p.m at the afternoon i go n meet her at secret recipe.. erm.. i hving my lunch there.. juz me oni.. she is not eating there wif some reason.. ><...haix... eating alone... v sit at there about 1 hour something... after that v going to ampang point for a walk.. i p for my science class for accompany her today.. coz i wory about her alone there... coz she nid to wan her fren > ah shan to go ah seng there tuition.. then i juz accomp her there.. erm... then v go to oldtown there for tea.. wait shan there !! sit till 4.00p.m then i juz go my tuition alone..^^
that the end of the day..
erm.. dear.. i wanna tell u that u had let me found my life... hehe ^^ I LOVE U MY DEAR... MUAX...