Sunday, 25 October 2009

moody~

this morning, when i saw the msg my dear sent to me.. i really shocked.. erm.. she told me that her eyes sudden "bengkak".. i also dunno y?? worry about her for her whole day.. in the afternoon. she juz go farmacy to get some medic juz like eyemore... but i think is useless.. so i force her rush to the doctor.. but her mom not at home.. her father bz doing his own work.. n me.. juz keep up my hand n wat can i do is juz call her n ask her: how was u now ?? that oni thing i can do.. m i a useless bf?? i got license but no car for me to use.. i really hope i can take her to clinic that time.. but i really cant do anything.. WTH..

N 1 thing.. wat i do wrong for today is i din accomp her much in this day.. i got my homework.. n others thing to do.. i cant stay beside her when she nid me.. fuck off..i hope this world is not juz 24 hours per day.. i think 48 hours is better for me.. like that i can spent much time for her.. make her hapi.. care about her.. but it juz a dream n it will never comes true.. everything is suck.. wat can i blame is?? im useless BF..

DeaR :

sorry...
sorry...
sorry...
sorry...
sorry...
sorry...
sorry...sorry...
sorry... sorry... sorry... sorry...

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