brand new day~

today i feel brand new.. dun hv any bad things happen...

coz b4 this for me.. many bad thing had just appear in front of me..

so hard to face all of it.. but now everthing is going fine..

no nid to worry anymore..

so today for me is juz a brand new day..

dun think too much..

kip normal..

n stay hapi..

that's wat i wan ^^

moody~

this morning, when i saw the msg my dear sent to me.. i really shocked.. erm.. she told me that her eyes sudden "bengkak".. i also dunno y?? worry about her for her whole day.. in the afternoon. she juz go farmacy to get some medic juz like eyemore... but i think is useless.. so i force her rush to the doctor.. but her mom not at home.. her father bz doing his own work.. n me.. juz keep up my hand n wat can i do is juz call her n ask her: how was u now ?? that oni thing i can do.. m i a useless bf?? i got license but no car for me to use.. i really hope i can take her to clinic that time.. but i really cant do anything.. WTH..

N 1 thing.. wat i do wrong for today is i din accomp her much in this day.. i got my homework.. n others thing to do.. i cant stay beside her when she nid me.. fuck off..i hope this world is not juz 24 hours per day.. i think 48 hours is better for me.. like that i can spent much time for her.. make her hapi.. care about her.. but it juz a dream n it will never comes true.. everything is suck.. wat can i blame is?? im useless BF..

DeaR :

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08/10.... "2 months lol".^^

today morning i wake up wif a hapi mod.. i hv date wif my dear today.. coz today is the day that v stay for 2 month... quite excited ^^ hehe..
erm... about 12.30p.m at the afternoon i go n meet her at secret recipe.. erm.. i hving my lunch there.. juz me oni.. she is not eating there wif some reason.. ><...haix... eating alone... v sit at there about 1 hour something... after that v going to ampang point for a walk.. i p for my science class for accompany her today.. coz i wory about her alone there... coz she nid to wan her fren > ah shan to go ah seng there tuition.. then i juz accomp her there.. erm... then v go to oldtown there for tea.. wait shan there !! sit till 4.00p.m then i juz go my tuition alone..^^
that the end of the day..
erm.. dear.. i wanna tell u that u had let me found my life... hehe ^^ I LOVE U MY DEAR... MUAX...

about>> 23/8

today is the day i accomp my dear go for joy her frens birthday... erm.. actually today i was quite tried.. becoz b4 that day i go play roller wif my fren.. hahax...
nvm la.. dear more important to anything mah.. hehe ^^
erm.. i started go out at 10.30a.m... n i when to monorail(bukit nanas station) n wait her at there... when i reach there she was juz coming... then i call her for make sure where she is.. for the 1st time she told me she still nid a long time to reach monorail there.. i really belif... but got a bit confused about it.. coz it wasn't nid so long gua... then i juz wait her about 10 min oni.. then i juz meet her.. then i go along wif my dear go n find ah shan them at low yat red box to celebrate some 1 birthday.. i not really know that person but got meet her at some skil gathering b4...
i hving my breakfast inside there n i make some trick to them... pick some 80' songs.. like 榕树下... hahax... n 1 more is kid's song.."两只老虎".. at this time is the most funniest thing that happen when this song played.. ah shan said this is that gary(曹格) punya song... me n my dear juz keep laughing beside them.. hahax...

after v sing k... v go for a movie... "Where Got Ghost !!" this movie really quite nice... i like the story... hahax... some part so this movie really make me shock... but my dear more scare then me... ermm... this is the 1st funny ghost movie i never c b4.. every1 keep laughing inside the cinema.. hahax... sibeh song ah.. ^^

after that movie, v decided go shabu shabu for dinner... n v sit in front the TV... erm... those meal at there quite nice... ^^ my dear keep laughing when she hving her dinner.. guess wat.. Mr. bean showing in the TV... hahax.. she even cant eat at the time.. some1 looking at us.. hahax... i cant stop her laughing also.. although i turn off the TV lol.. but how ? hahax...

time by time... time is getting late.. is 7p.m edi.. after v finish our meal . pay for the bil... then v go buy some a present for another khai Qi... ^^ erm... v choose the present for 30 min jor lol.. ^^
final she choosed the hello kitty for her... then v rush to LRT back to ampang n i take a taxi to sent her to the UK Restaurant at hulu kelang there... then i juz get home alone lol... so pity.. hahax... not at all la.. ^^

then that is the end of the day lol.. DEAR.. thk for gving a wonderful day.. i really enjoy it ^^love u dear.. muax... keep it as a sweet memories.. i belif v still more memory nid to memorise... ^^

20/9

today is sunday.. this day suppose is every1 slip sweetie.. but for me.. dunno wat the reason makes me cant slip at all... juz slip few hour for a nite... so i wake about at 8 something in the morning... 1st thing i do at that time is juz call my dear... after a little sweet conversation... walk toward to the toilet.. wash my face and also bla bla bla bla... then i go my uncle restaurant hving my breakfast alone(so pity)... then went back home c weather got any thing to do... wanna sms wif my dear, but she hving her breakfast so i juz get a nap... the nap getting me for 2 hour... hahax...

today i was not feeling well.. dunno wat happen to my tongue.. juz like got something on it... whenever touched it... it really feel painful... n today i cant enjoying my every meal... so i din hving my dinner for tonite... really no mood to eat it... hehe... watever la.. juz like on diet oni mah.. hahax... dear.. no nid worry about me d la.. i wont get gastric or anything de la... i wont make u worry about me k?? hahax.. i know how to take good k for myself...

besides that, today was a birthday for my "mother" at skul,pei san... sorry becox not giving u any gift this year... but at least i got celebrate ur birthday wif the others buddy mah.. hehe ^^
so i hope u enjoying ur birthday today.. n hoping all ur wish will become true... ^^

anyway... i think ntg to write edi la...

lastly... dear... i nid to tell u that i really miz u alot today.. hehe... hope this week wednesday will coming fast... then i can meet u that day lol.. hehe.. k lo... love u dear.. muax !!